PANIC

I’m spotting.

I just saw pink on the TP ten minutes ago.

I cried immediately.

What does this mean??

I’m hysterical.

I search the internet for bleeding during first trimester.

I find a small glimmer of hope.

Bleeding is common, and does not mean miscarriage.

I didn’t know how badly I wanted this baby until I thought I might lose it.

I love this baby already.

It’s suddenly real to me.

Please God, help me.